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I wish it was a DREAM.!

   Hey, I am Manya Arora a 15 years old girl who is currently completing her 10th standard and having an obsession with writing and who is trying to change the world by telling some little realities which we usually face in our day to day life.

Hope you all are doing well so here's my new blog..!

I wish it was a dream.

At each and every step of my life, I found people leaving me without any reason and especially those who were really very close to my heart. I was pretending to be okay with everything but at a time I found myself depressed. I was so over with this life stuff and suicidal thoughts were just killing me from inside. My parents said that those were fake people and the real ones will surely come. But I was not able to accept such a great loss. One after the other slowly and gradually I lose many people and at that point, I was fed up with this life stuff and I wanted it to end. Finding ways to die and degrading myself was my day to day job and that's what some of us experience. It's very easy to say to the other person that it's gonna be okay but we just can't feel that pain and can't see that struggle until and unless we have gone through that. I know each and every person has bad memories and bad days too but who knows that the very next morning can be a really bright day. 

Sometimes I just feel that what if these bad memories and these bad days were just a dream like a bad dream. All that pain and all that life stuff would never have been there if it was just a dream. I wish I had never met the ones I have loosed and that's what we all wish that we could just rewind and just make everything perfect in our past.

But then I realised each and everything which happened in my past was just a lesson for me. Each and every breakdown is a lesson. It's a way to improve yourself. Don't ever tell yourself that you are depressed because then you are pushing yourself to the dark side. You all are okay, no one is depressed that's a phase and it'll go just know one thing you all are worthful and you all deserve happiness.

Whenever you feel depressed just stand up and scream loudly that's what I do, just bring that anger out but don't ever keep it inside because that's gonna be the worst guilt you'll ever face. Dreams end and so does our life so just let's consider this as a bad dream and see what more life has. Life takes a better part so that it could give you the best part. Don't ever and ever keep that guilt inside yourself because it's not your fault that people leave, that's just a lesson that life is teaching you. 

Everything's gonna be okay you'll be happy again, you'll have the best people soon who'll just always appreciate that little kid inside you and who'll make you happy from inside too


Orson Welles once said, "We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship, we can create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone". That's what we all need to understand. Love, friendship all this will end someday because forever is just an illusion. Nothing's gonna stay forever everything's gonna end like a dream. Life is just like a dream. Some dreams are bad and some are good that's what happens with life, some phases are good whereas some are bad but in the end, everything's gonna end even our life's gonna end. 

I hope you all like this one and do tell me your reviews in the comment section. I'll upload my next blog soon..!!

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